Mon
Apr
27
In the commons we were talking. I felt like writing soooo i did. hehehe… enjoyee =]
L-O-V-E:
Penetrates our thoughts and makes fantasy of our reality
A facade (fah-sahd), a mere mirage you see.
Blinds us from the truth, offering no proof
Of being only an emotion we hope to achieve.
Naive human beings so helplessly drawn
Into a thing we believe is the cure of our sorrows,
Not knowing that tomorrow
We will find another wee deem as holding the key
To our hearts, we don’t want to depart
From that one thing that keeps us on our feet.
Sounds so sweet.
It’s like music to our ears
We relinquish our fears
For him because he cares.
For her because she’s there.
But what are we really searching for?
An end to these tears?
Love’s trapped our hearts and imprisoned our minds.
We begin to think back about all of those times,
Those nights you stayed up just thinking of them.
Those wasted, precious moments of life you used on him.
Now it’s time to turn the page.
You’ve realized your mistakes,
And now you see
The happiness you believed you had achieved
Was unsatisfactory
Gained insufficiently.
The blinders are off, the love spell has deceased.
That is, until you see another girl next week.
Fri
Mar
27
tia n dmi. u guys r so cute!!!! all mushy n stuff lol… all those comments n pics?? ur practically a couple already… im jealous! lol
no but reali… its adorable… cant wait 2 c u guys at prom!
Sun
Mar
15
the weather’s soo nice out, yet im stuck in this hell hole… Watchmen is such a good movie!! go see it! but make sure u have ur i.d. cuz me n tia almost didnt get let in! oooh dis week is gonna be fun… i think… i hope…
Sat
Mar
7
these last 2 days have ben INSANE! sum1 crashes their motorbike n our yard, billions of copcars a block away, SWAT team n mah neighborhood, sum1 dies, sum1 almost gets robbed, fam actin retarted AGAIN, wishy washy ppl… this is absolutely crazy! R.I.P Marlo! im prayin 4 ur fam! although i didnt know u so well from the experiences ive had with u u were really nice! n 2 yung 2 die! =[[[
live ur life ppl! correct urself cuz u nvr know wen ur gonna die! dont hold grudges n dont live n the past!
Thu
Feb
26
so i just decided this morning that 4 lent i was gonna give up cursing. since then i have cursed. many times. due to the fact that wen i curse it is followed by another curse word because i am mad that i cursed, followed by another, then another… so it’s a chain of curse words. for an example;
my teacher is a b#$%&. d#$%&@!! d@#$%&!! d@#$%&!! d@#$%&!!…
see?? i am a complete failure.
Mon
Feb
23
Grrrrrrrrrr i gotta yellow ribbon! n thats baaad. i got treated even more like a black person lol. i had 2 sit at the back of the classroom n my teacher gave the ppl with the blue ribbons stickers! but not us yellow ppl! then she didn’t answer any of my questions, she let ppl take MY answers, and she made us leave the classroom after all the blue ppl! N she snapped on us!! i was like wtf lady u r way 2 serious about this! but it was fun thou… hehehe i get 2 be the undiscriminated person next period. Mr.Danzine is soooo crazy aint no tellin what he’s gonna do lol…
Wed
Feb
18
feelin better finally. omg u should’ve seen me monday and tuesday! hot mess man… ask tia. All i did was sleep all day so of course i didn’t do homework! n my mom didn’t care… hehehe… but yeah. and you know i was sick cuz i was forced 2 eat! o_O
But neways… i feel better now. Still not completely unsick cuz my eyes hurt when i move them n stuff. Thanks 2 everybodi that at least cared! <3 Sunday was freakin hilarious. One of the best days i’ve had n a while.
Sat
Feb
14
yeah… 2day’s gonna kinda sukk. im not doin nething for v-day 4 the 17th year of my life. All i’m doing is going 2 dance rehearsal. whoopdie-freekin-doo.
Thu
Feb
12
i get 2 leave 1st period 2 go 2 springfield 2morrow! I get back around 6!! n i dont have 2 wear uniform!! =D but yeah… wish me good luck! 2day was okay…